chrisbasilio

this is only somewhere i write about negative things. so sweet, cuz i know no one checks it

im sorry your sexual text-only romance did not work out. actually, its fine.

"How can I explain
Talking to myself
Will I see again

We are always running for the thrill of it thrill of it
Always pushing up the hill searching for the thrill of it
On and on and on we are calling out and out again
Never looking down I’m just in awe of what’s in front of me"

im not as dumb as you think i am. the more you hide it, the more i know.

just got back about 2 weeks ago from an awesome vacation in the philippines. I swear, evrytime i go there, i come back a different person! not going to get into it because kokei (doggie) is licking my leg for some food or something.

hope you bitches have a christmas thats merry and a year thats happy!

starting to hit me now

=)

hello!

All of a sudden now you're back again
I thought you were happy with whoever or did you dream about me now and then
Did you look up at the stars and feel something for the constellations
All those lovers circling round their loves
Slings and arrows, dogs and lions, rivers separating touch from touch
The comedy of distance, the tragedy of separation

Am I making all the right moves
Am I singing you the right blues
Is there a chance that I could call you
Just to see how you are doing?

thank josh ritter

im new

don't forget who you are. don't be stuck following someone else because by the time you catch up..your still behind.

lies are entertainment

whos there?
reality
reality who?
REALITY CHECK

im back in LA. haha

I have been in Nyc for a week now and it feels like it has been forever. I have been busy furnishing the new condo in Rockefeller center. I really like it because its a block from the NBC studio and I am always running into celebrities..I saw coldplay play outside and they were amazing!!! In about a month I will be moving to 42nd st. Because it will be closer to my school. I miss my friends and things back home kind of.but I am happier where I am now.

i have been through a lot lately and things keep topping each other off. i think its just bad karma. it started from getting hit by a car on campus to the following week crashing into a tree while riding my bike. I also lost my credit cards and my car last week and it's been hell trying to get by using change or random dollar bills i find in my pants or other wallets. I also just recently lost someone very important to me and it's gotten me in the dumps about everything. The reason for this is not to make you feel sorry for me or give me a cookie, it's just that i have lost trust in a lot of things such as my close friends, as well as myself. yup, im an emo kid.

whats next?

you've had your reign, ive got the brain

i got hit by a car today. i have been hit 3 times by a car since i started riding my bike and always get into near situations that could be worse. i am pushing my limits too far and need to take it easy. i could have just pretended i was injured and milked the old man to get me a new bike, but i decided not to for the reason that not everyone would agree with. i chose not to do anything about it because i am sick and tired of choosing who to blame. the fingers are always pointing at another and not to themselves. why would i go all out and take something from someone on something i barely worked for. why not, instead of whinning and crying, take the time to realize that faults come every second. his fault? my fault? the fault that i have is different from his. i do not need to have some judge judy-like person to tell me what i have done. i believe that i know what i am doing and in control. i am responsible for my actions and i would like to keep it that way. there was a moment that i stared into the terrified man's eyes and i smiled. i reached out to shake his hand and the sign of relief that i heard from him is something that you should familiarize yourself with

i am not used to this weather during the daytime. i do love the warm nights and walking my new doggie named kokei.

i just remembered that i threw a water bottle at someones face last week. i threw it pretty damn hard too.

1. waiting
2. whining
3. the word "chill"
4. nuts in my ice cream
5. chunks of ginger
6. slimy chicken
7. groups of 12-15 year olds
8. close friends who hook up with other friends of mine
9. language barriers
10. nice outfit, ugly shoes